What It Is To Feel Blah
Notes from a subway ride.
I have my headphones but I can’t listen. I have my book but I can’t read. It’s suddenly my stop on the subway train but I barely noticed the ride there. I exit the subway stop and smell the rain and that alone is enough to make me almost think for a moment of just not showing up at work and running off to work in a diner somewhere no one will ever find me. I don’t know… Louisiana.
But I saw a school bus on a street earlier and it reminded me where I’m going and it’s good. I’m not running off anywhere. I just feel like it sometimes. It’s a sign of what I said in the previous post - that I just need to take better care of myself.