Damek.

Hmm, perhaps that Bleach post needs more explanation … just a cool part from a good Anime series Alex’s friend Natasha got me into. Just started watching it again; the link goes to the episode this is from. This bit hit me in relation to my own thoughts recently, about going on instinct instead of trying to plan and push for things, and how it’s always been better when I did that, just acted from my heart and “been myself.” It’s hard though, sometimes you fool yourself into thinking that your brain is your heart, and that you know what your “self” should be, and that you can push it there… I’ve learned this lesson before… And I’ve noticed I keep getting some of the same lessons over and over again. Having noticed, I’m paying attention now.

Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do

Earlier this week, I came across it and let it goad me into pushing for change again … and now I realize I was just misinterpreting it.